Totally Feels like a Tuesday for No Good Reason

Wooooohooo! Done studying for today. Which makes me think maybe I should have invested a bit more time....ohwell.

Tis finals week! Luckily, I only have three main finals, being Lit, Physics, and Euro. Physics is a bit annoying, because if I get a C on the midterm, I get a C in the class for the semester. Ploopsicles. No pressure there really huh?

I have decided though that I won't freak out too much this week. Just a lil bit. Because, what's the worst that could happen? I am in colleges already =P
However I did set up a sweet study area. Chocolate milk, which wakes up your brain. Music (in a variety of languages other than English, which I have a theory about), a fun tshirt that makes me smile (Relay for Life: 2010, The Bricks!), Poco (the cat), my study buddy, and newly installed moving heater (cause our house gets cold after 10) and this new lamp that my parents got that apparently simulates real sunlight! hm!

Anywho. Informing your about my study place is kinda lame and boring...haha sorry. Moving on....
I've been tossing around the whole "become a veterinarian" idea a whole lot more. I think its pretty interesting, and I think it'd make me pretty happy. And they're are lots of perks too! Like, MSU's study abroad options are in Mexico and India (both of which I would totally love to go to) and during the India one, you spend two weeks at an elephant preserve!! Freakin elephants!! So cool lol More to come on this topic.

I'm kinda excited for the new semester. I have a semi-chill schedule, and Lit with Andrea, and Nutrition with Teena, and Med careers with John Shoop! Yayyyy haha.
I'm also excited for spring. I can't wait to roll down the windows of my car and wear sunglasses, and omgosh I can't wait to get tan again! hehe. =)

I feel like I should write about something serious now. To update on whats happened recently in my life, I guess. A few weeks ago, my Grandma died. I've never dealt with death like I did this time though. She was in the hospital for a few days, after one of many blood transfusions, and the aortic valve that had been weakening finally gave out. I wasen't as...emotional as I expected when it happened. There are certain days when I think about it and I really miss her, and other days it seems like shes not gone. Idk if thats weird or not...I was able to say goodbye to her. Which I guess was a big deal for me. Then I was to cope on my own, have some kinda closure. I still feel like I should be...sadder though. Ya know? Ah man. I also feel...weird about the whole process now. My Grandma wasen't Catholic, so we're not really having a full-on mass, more like a service, and its only supposed to be 20 minutes long. That really bothers me. And so of my relatives might not be coming for it...I don't know. I mean, I wouldn't have cared if she was Jewish or Buddist or anything but I feel like SOME kind of ceremony is necessary. Or is it just me?

Just something on my mind.

Have a good night =)